Conflicts in the workplace is rifle. Since I started this job I dono how many countless rumors I have heard about me and my mentor. Mostly about me though. Like how I make my mentor cry, I'm difficult to work with, I'm this and like that and alot more which I'm sure haven't spread to my ears yet. I just wanna work, do the job, get the pay, go paris further advance my makeup career, get plastic surgery. Maybe sephora I didn't feel that pressure as much cause I started with a small store and all my colleagues except some are you know, but I at least manage to distant myself away from them -_-'''.....
This new work place is an exception and I dono I already feel suffocated. But I'll do my best if they don't renew contract with me I also don't mind I know as a makeup artist I can survive anywhere since the makeup industry is also already a bitch to start with -_-'''. If this doesn't work out I might go join aircrew as the pay is better. I need money now more then ever to fulfill my dreams. Pls God I never beg you so hard for anything in my life before I just only want to go to paris and study makeup that's all. I dono what the future might holds or what might happen in the near future but all I wanna do now is to be surrounded by the ones I trust and love and do my job, get the pay, that's it. I don't really wanna think too much for now.
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