It has been so long since I blog about anything.
I am so tired nowdays....I feel suffocated....
With my studies and money problems, thesis, portfolio, finding models, arranging makeup pictures, theory....
And you know what?
I really hate myself....
I am sooo gonna do surgery....
And I am not gonna denied that I ever got work done on my face, cause I meant what is the point of hiding it? I am not pretty at all, pls stop it. Those people who said I am pretty pls stop saying I am. It really hurts me cause that is not the way I think I am....I know I can be better looking....
Wait....Give me 1 to 2 more years when I save up enough money....I am sooo gonna do my eyes and nose....Yah right common give me a break, when ya in a industry that's so realistic about your looks how can you don't wanna improvise your looks? Even my mum say my eyes are like so small and even if I go for surgery I won't make any big difference at all. But....I will prove her wrong....surgery if done well really makes a biggg difference....I meant look at angelababy and janiceman, not to mention but also the famous plasticzilla (although I prefer angelababy to plasticzilla. All this bullshit about natural beauty is gone....there are no more natural beauty anymore....I meat if you got the money to improve your looks why not? Go ahead and do it, just make sure that you find a good and reputable surgeon.
Note to self: I will change my self and my looks, although I am not really ugly but I know and can be prettier.