Monday, March 29, 2010 // 12:57 AM
Just had laser surgery done to my nose for the acne bumps.
Pain, but worth it.
But.... Now my nose is like someone just drill a hole....
Can't go out of the house for like 1 whole week, gotta stay out the sun too, like a vampire.... Going for checkup routine next monday....
Welcome me to the Night Cullen club....
xOxO---->Valene -_-''
Beauty is something that Shines from thee Inside, it's Brimming with People Personality&Lifestyles
Saturday, March 13, 2010 // 1:44 AM
As I’m using my lappy, sitting on my tush and feeling ultimately incapable of doing anything, a strange feeling suddenly overwhelm me. A feeling of happiness and dread envelope me so strongly that I feel so alone and happy at the same time.
Things are never/and not the same they use to be. I want to posses some things and somebody, but I know that I can never have it. Even if I manage to possess the things and that somebody, if it’s not meant to be mine, it will never be, and eventually it will leave me one day.
Ok I don’t even know what the hell I’m blogging about. In this post that I wrote there contains alot of feelings left untold, regrets, time which can never be turn back. I keep telling myself and people that it’s time to move on. People I know have, but I’m just like a lost sheep or stuck in a decade of time which I don’t even wanna be stuck in. But at the same time I am helpless to do anything about it. God be a saint and save me.
My quote for today is: the past and memories of it are not worth holding onto. Let it go and you be a much happier person. Some things are just not worth holding onto or remembering it. Even beautiful ones...
XOxO: Valene Oon
Beauty is something that Shines from thee Inside, it's Brimming with People Personality&Lifestyles
Wednesday, March 03, 2010 // 12:22 AM
I Finally Graduate from Simei ITE Beauty Therapy Course.
Although I miss all my friends and teachers, but I won't say it out loud.
Why?
Because of my Pride, which is every man downfall in life.
What are my plans now?
I'm gonna half work half study private makeup.
Today was good, went for facial at Adonis with mumsy.
Can't believe she would actually fork out a $1800 facial package for me.
Guess mum are the best.
But at the same time I felt guilty.
Why?
Because I'm like working now but I'm still living off my parents. But at the same time I wish it will last too, cause I don't have to fork out my own $. Satisfaction to the max.
Tomorrow going back to school to give report and presentation. Then with a last glance I will walk out of the gates of Simei ITE and never look back.
I'm am not a very affectionate person.
Memories are nice, but I prefer to kept them close to my heart instead of showing it out loud.
Beauty is something that Shines from thee Inside, it's Brimming with People Personality&Lifestyles
The Rules of the Game is simple, ya simply Playing with Fire, until it burns, you do not really know the word Pain.
If this is fate, I rather abandon it than have it.
I usually do not do what I preach, but who does?
Everything is an illusion in the mundane world, only your conviction is real.
Beauty is something that Shines from thee Inside, it's Brimming with People Personality&Lifestyles
