Hiya blog I'm Back. -.-

I dono whether to feel sad or happy whenever people notice my birthmark and asked me why.....=.=

At least I don't feel so upset now that people asked about it, not like when I was younger. Maybe cause I take hold of the comfort that after I go laser a few times and go for plastic surgery then I can regain a normal life? Or maybe it's just comforting myself that okay fineee watever over the years people notice and asked me about it or even comment on it until I'm numb to it?

Anyway I'm getting my life back on track, slowly but surely. It been 4 times since I went out to take a walk or meet up with some close friends since my severe acne dreaded attack on my poor face. I know this is nothing to be proud of, but at least give me some credit k to have the courage to finally accept the fact that it happen and go outside and get my life back on track k. So applause for me.....clap, clap, clap......

I remember when I was young I have never feel so insecure in myself. I heck-care what people think or even say about me and I will even reboot them back. But as I grow older by the year all this insecurities which has never happen before start appearing more and more over the years. Maybe it's cause i grow older, know what I want but am afraid to go get it, saw too much of those glossy mags and posters on billboards and letting it affect me and the way I view my beauty.

It must be soooo boring to hear me nowdays on the topic of surgery here and there right? =_="....same same I don't really want my blog to become a topic of surgery discussions. (Not that anybody read my blog anyway)

Quote to self- Stop living in the past, Stop thinking about what you wear whether it clashes or matches perfectly, Stop thinking about how others view you and Stop being insecure at some point in life. -_-"...