Sometimes when I wake up early in the morning when everyone is still sleeping I ask myself this question.

What's in store for me today? More drama-rama? Or another day of fulfillment? I will never know the answer until the day ends. But....sometimes I rather wish I have physic powers to even know whats gonna happen before it actually happens so I can be more prepare. But isn't life more fun in never knowing whats gonna happens next?

Today is just another one of those boring days. I'm becoming zombiefied from staying at home everyday just to wait and wait and keep on waiting till my face heals.
Mum again ask me the same question which she does everyday...when are you gonna find a job huh? so after the next 2 more months you're still gonna continue staying at home everyday and not go find a job? when will it fully heal before you can finally go find a job huh?

My answer to her---->keep quiet. It's best sometimes to be a mute person to avoid more questions and trouble. Just keep on letting her rant on and on and on until she gets tired.

But....In my heart I wanna answer her this.

Mum I donno when I will fully heal. I also wanna go find a job, but right now I can't. I'm still young why must you keep chasing me to find a job? Why scare I become a slacker ah huh? I won't. You may not know it, but when I really get serious, I am serious no fooling around. But when I slack I slack harder than anybody else.

But of course like what my father say sometimes it's better to keep mute then talk. So yah following his advice I didn't say a thing to her. Cause even if I say it out she won't listen and say I am talking nonsense and saying selfish things.

Anyway gonna get out of the house soon enough to really go on a spending spree and buy phone and camera. Hiaz $$ easy come easy go. There are so many things I want, so little $$ and time.

Till then....Ciaos.