Raving like a mad lunatic now. Face is so itchy I feel like scratching it, but too bad I can't. Arg... And worse still is after the itch comes the mild burning sensation like the whole face on mild fire. Wtf....-_-''.....

Guess that is the healing/suffering period I will have to go through, not to mention whether there will be acne scars left after it all gone down.

Haiz....Why is my life so tragic....>_<
I know I have it easy. There are more unfortunate people put there who are worse off than me, but honestly blame my humanity, I don't feel anything. Okay maybe today I am in a super not good mood cause I fu*king hell woke up at 6.45am cause I can't sleep and my skin is cracking like some old lady skin, all dry and itch and burning. Don't even tell that some people who are like me still need to work and face the world cause they have a family to support and they need the $$ and watever shit. I am NOT interested at all in knowing all about their goddam story. That's their problem, not mine. I'm different from them.

So anyway nowdays I have also feel that my friends have all deserted me cause I am such a nag and bored without a life. >_< p.s---results from being a slouch potato at home everyday. Growing fat and wasting life away. I wish I can do something. Be brave and strong and go out with my face like this and don't give a shit about what others say or comment or ask.

But I can't. In thee end I still failed. Miserably. Because when it comes to things concerning my face I have always failed. Not once or twice. But super duper alot of times until I have lost counts of it. -.- Countless times I have told myself, its okay just go out, do it, be brave, common gurl. But just as I was gonna step out of the house I saw my reflection in the mirror and the gurl staring back at me....I decided, plans cancel. Wtf right? Hopefully the itch will go away soon and I won't be a red beetroot anymore by the end of this month. Amen.

Ciaos.