A person once said to me, you know ah valene you can never be as beautiful as you wanna be cause there will be others who are gonna be more pretty than you. In account you are never gonna be beautiful at all.

That's what that person said to me. At that time I didn't say anything. I just walked away. I shall not name who that person was. But in my heart I was saying to myself, just you wait. I know looks ain't everything in life, but sometimes it can get you somewhere in life too. It's like a beautiful girl acting cute, when you see the picture you will say wah so kawaii-ne so pretty. But when a below the average girl or average girl act cute you will say, yucks why the hell is she acting cute for sia she's not even pretty at all, it just disgusts me and other people who see this photo.

I know everybody perception of beautiful is different. But the fact which you can't denied is that us humans, mostly like to look at pretty objects only. It's like an instant first impression you make when you walked into a room full of people.

People has been asking me why oh why valene would you wanna go for plastic surgery so badly? You're pretty already, yah not very pretty but yah pretty. And you're not even in the media industry or what a supermodel.

My answer to them would be--->Yes I know that. But it's my life and if going under the knife makes me a better person in terms of looks and I'm happy I don't see anything wrong with it.

And yes although I'm not in the media industry nor am I a supermodel but to me this logic is the same as why would people wanna dress up nicely? Pls do not come telling its out of respect to others okay. Just admit it you feel good when you look good too okay. Its almost the same logic to me, you're not even a model or what you're just a normal person why dress up so nicely everyday?

And then some would come to tell me your parents gave you this look you're born with this look appreciate what you have. And it is against the law in the bible to change anything God has given you.

And my answer to them would be--->Yes I know that. Go read this post I don't really know how to translate or even write about it in english.

有些人觉得我太追求完美，但是其实不是这样，我只是觉得自己变漂亮了，心情就会很好。

我以前也说过啦，人呢只活一次，别人说脸蛋是爸妈给的，不要随便去动，

但是我觉得说，路是你自己走出来的，我们只是变漂亮，而不是变坏人，做坏事，

所以我不反对整容。

Not saying I wanna be like her. (p.s she also went for plastic surgery before) But surely some of you out there can understand why I'm making this decision. It's for myself and not anybody. If only some of you have been through what I been through before you will completely understand my feelings and why I am bent on making this major decision that will change my whole life forever. And I know God will not be happy about this decision I'm making. But at least I hope he will understand I really really will be happier after ps.

For those who support me to go for it, thank you. But for those haters or those concern about me I can only say it's my life and my money. I'm Not gonna do anything drastic like change my whole face or body. Just high double eyelids and a sharper and more define nose. That's all. I'm Not gonna do nip and tuck here and there all over. I know some of you may say how can you possibly stop at these 2 procedures, you're bound to have more in the future. But I can say I will not unless age catch up with me and I might consider botox on my lines and wrinkles. But I will Never Ever go through any major plastic surgery like this again unless something major happens in my life. Like for example touch wood ah--->someone throw acid on my face, i am disfigure by someone, a horse or car ran me over. Yah so that's about it for this post.

Ciaos.