As I’m using my lappy, sitting on my tush and feeling ultimately incapable of doing anything, a strange feeling suddenly overwhelm me. A feeling of happiness and dread envelope me so strongly that I feel so alone and happy at the same time.
Things are never/and not the same they use to be. I want to posses some things and somebody, but I know that I can never have it. Even if I manage to possess the things and that somebody, if it’s not meant to be mine, it will never be, and eventually it will leave me one day.
Ok I don’t even know what the hell I’m blogging about. In this post that I wrote there contains alot of feelings left untold, regrets, time which can never be turn back. I keep telling myself and people that it’s time to move on. People I know have, but I’m just like a lost sheep or stuck in a decade of time which I don’t even wanna be stuck in. But at the same time I am helpless to do anything about it. God be a saint and save me.
My quote for today is: the past and memories of it are not worth holding onto. Let it go and you be a much happier person. Some things are just not worth holding onto or remembering it. Even beautiful ones...
XOxO: Valene Oon
